I must love youfor a long time now I wanted to tell you somethingI wanted to say thiseven today I’m wandering around your neighborhoodonly if, even just a little, you could acknowledge this heart of mineSomeday I show you want my mindthat I was always therewhere you used to be all the timejust let me cry for you tonightfor you who does not even knowthat I am beside you but can’t say a thingThe times you looked at meand smiled when that image comes up in my mindI was so happythat small smile was not for mebut it was like he knew my heartSomeday I show you want my mindthat I was always therewhere you used to be all the timejust let me cry for you tonightfor you who does not even knowthat I am beside you but can’t say a thing(Please, if he acknowledges my small smile that would make me so happy)always where you used to be(just let me cry for you tonight can’t say a word)cry for you tonightfor you who does not even know that I am right beside youfor you who does not understand my heart
sad love song
There’s a lot of things I feel sorry for, but there’s a lot of things I couldn’t say For you who has turned away right now, I can only give tears Truthfully, i am so upset, I don’t even know the reason To why I have to separate with you I’m so upset For real, for real, i am crying right now Though you see me smiling I love you, I love you, It was all a mistake Even though you get mad, it’s okay, Even though you scold me, it’s okay So please don’t Leave me, don’t go, you don’t have to love me I will just love you myself Just today, just today, can’t you bear only for today? I think I can’t send you away like this I love you, I love you, It was all a mistake Even though you get mad, it’s okay, even though you scold me, it’s okay So please don’t Leave me, don’t go, you don’t have to love me I will just love you myself Turn it back to the beginning Turn it back to the time that you loved me I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t know That your heart left me, that you don’t like me anymore I lived without noticing Whatever I do, what should I do, if your heart left me Even though it stays besides me, it’s not love without you I’m not even worth to be with you
sad promise
If anyone comes to talk to me
I will ignore them.
If they keep on coming, trying to seduce me
I will stay cold.
Even if they confess their hearts
I will show no emotion.
So that I will no longer be taken so easily,
I will fully protect myself.
But even though I promise this to myself again and again,
I know it will be useless.
If you call me I’m sure, I’m quite sure,
I’ll want to be held by you again.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never love like this again.
As I try to erase and erase you again
I’ll stop if I can’t forget about you.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again
I will never have just this love again.
I’ll fight it, fight it, and when I don’t win
I know I will go look for you again.
If I love again,
I will only receive love.
So that I will not be hurt if cast aside,
I will never give my heart.
But even though I promise this to myself again and again,
I know it will be useless.
If you come I’m sure, I’m quite sure,
I will love again.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never love like this again.
As I try to erase and erase you again
I’ll stop if I can’t forget about you.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it again
I will never have just this love again.
I’ll fight it, fight it, and when I don’t win
I know I will go look for you again.
I hated us so much,
I spent all my nights erasing you,
this depressing love
this tiring love
but I wait for you again.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never love like this again.
Again and again don’t bite your lips,
why are you searching for me again?
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never have just this love again.
Don’t ever, don’t ever do this again
but why is that when I cant’ even
imagine myself, imagine myself
without you.
accident
I told you, that I love you I confessed my love to you Behind you, I said it aloud that I love you I tried to hide it in my heart forever, but loving alone is too painful Dreaming, wanting, watching all alone, it's too hard What should I do ? My heart finally makes an accident I shouldn't love, not me Even though I try so hard to prevent it, I know it'll hurt, but I still make that accident Without me knowing, My heart created love towards you I didn't want to love ever again, the scars that will come later hurts so much Wanting someone, and waiting, that's so hard What should I do ? My heart finally makes an accident. I shouldn't love, not me Even though I try so hard to prevent it, I know it'll hurt, but I still make that accident Without me knowing, my heart created love towards you I keep getting scared, that it'll be too painful That my heart may be shattered, so that I can't use it again What do I do ? My tears cause problems again I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna Even though I try to endure, it's begging me to bring you back, it wants to see you Not knowing that you don't even look at me...
Hate You Even Though Love You
I gave you the gift of my love But you try to give me farewell ? Were you such a person? How could you be so heartless ? Was our love all a lie ? I did not know you would be like this to me How could you not know Why don't you understand woman like this ? Though I really think I understand men, I don't There's no way in the world I can understand Because you are my man Because you are my love I apologize for everything I will forgive you for everything Let's not break up Please stop drinking late and smoking And I won't even annoy you with my nagging Because Even Though I Hate You, I Love You You know that my temper is a bit quick to rise And that I am a girl with a small heart I will try to fix it I know you like my face bare, Rather than with makeup Because I thought my make up was too thick Looking in the mirror I erased it all with my tears Because you are my man Because you are my love I apologize for everything I will forgive you for everything Let's not break up "Let's go watch movies on the weekends" "Call me when it gets late" I won't nag you anymore Because I love you, even though I hate you Honestly, how well off do you Think that you are ? You really, completely don't understand my feelings And give me pain It's okay if you are late It's okay if you are a little late So just promise that you will come back to me Because I love you, even though I hate you Because I love you, even though I hate you Because I love you, even though it hurts Because you are my man You have to hold me Don't you know that It is a woman's heart To deny even when he knows it all ? Because I love you, even though it hurts Because I love you, even though I hate you
xoxoxoxo
it's not an argument.nor a fight.
but this tears just won't stop..
please, just once again, hug me tightly..
you can't go like that..
i know it's really selfish asking you to stay,
and now i feel bad for calling you a selfish..
but you really are one,
you plans are important,
more important than me.
i don't want your future to be ruined or delayed just because of me..
i'm not your future,
i guess i shouldn't worry so much about this thing..
i'm not planning to be a part of your future either,
i'm the selfish one,
not you, i'm sorry..
i realized that i'm wrong here,
i shouldn't ask you to stay anymore..
i'm sorry, i should appreciate you more..
:"))
I miss you
This whole thing is gay, I miss you, but I can’t see you.
I just can’t see you, I have to respect that decision that was made.
This week feels forever, I don’t even know when these all would end.
Somehow I believe, after this week passes, everything would turn better,
&this is going to happen.
I pray everynight so that this week would pass in a blink of eye, I pray everynight so that the moment I open my eyes, it’s you that is standing in front of me with a big teddy bear that says “sorry” on his tummy, I pray everynight so that this all would simply end tonight.
I miss you, love.
in love again
When you smile
my life becomes a ray of light
sing me a lullaby to sleep at midnight
I'll be hypnotized
when looked into your eyes
turn off the room light
let's spend the night
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain for which
I'll repay Someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love
in love again
When the stars don't shine
And when the birds don't fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red
and when the rose turn blue
Baby I'll still be in love with you
What Hurts The Most
Boy, it’s been a long time
Since the last time I saw you
Feels like nothin’ changed
Since we’ve been together
I must admit that I go crazy for you
And I can see it in your eyes
That there’s somethin’ you want to say to me
‘Cause usually right now
You’ll be holdin’ on to me
But instead you tell me
Things have changed, they’re not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is ‘bout to be through
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
I know things are different now, you’ve gone and
settled down
And I thought for sure you’d always wait me
I’ll tell you what hurts the most is I should have
took the chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I’ll always have your heart
I had the chance to love, oh, how I miss you
I hate that there is someone new
Comin’ in and takin’ my place
Doin’ the things that we used to do
And makin’ love to you
And oh, what am I supposed to do
It’s killin’ me ‘cause I want you
And you should have known my love was true
And there’s no one else in this world but you
But things have changed, they’re not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is ‘bout to be through
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
But things are different now, you’ve gone and settled
down
And I thought for sure you’d always wait me
I’ll tell you what hurts the most is I should have
took a chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I’ll always have your heart
I had the chance to love, oh, how I miss you now
I know that I’m the one to blame for losing you, oh, yeah
I really, really wish that I could be happy for you
There’s just one thing I need you to do
Don’t you touch her like you used to touch me
Don’t you love her like you really need me
Don’t you love her like you used to love me
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
But things are different now, you’ve gone and settled
down
And I thought for sure you’d always wait me
I’ll tell you what hurts the most is I should have
took a chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I’ll always have your heart
I had the chance to love, oh, how I miss you
What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so
What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so
Teach Me To Let Go
Teach me to stop caring
When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop crying
When I see you there with her
Show me how to live again
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact
That we're not meant to be
Tell me that I'll be alright
And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side
To hold my hand each day
Let these teardrops wash away
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did
For you've forgotten me so fast
Once Upon A Fairy Tale
Once upon a fairy tale
Was a girl we all know well
A princess only dreaming of
The hope of finding her true love
She searched the land but couldn't find
The true love that she had in mind
She tried to find him everyday
Till her hopes all washed away
She sat upon her empty throne
Thinking that she'd be alone
Everything in life felt wrong
Until one day he came along
Prince Charming was this prince's name
And her lover he became
She finally found her one true love
The one that she'd been dreaming of
Finally everything felt alright
She had a prince to hold each night
Someone to sit by on her throne
No longer was this girl alone
But then on one awful day
He found Snow White and went away
On a horse they waved goodbye
This princess was left to cry
She knew she'd have to live without
The prince she cared so much about
Goodbye to love and all the laughter
Goodbye to happy ever after
poems
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
huffh
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love.
And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes you get it back and live happily ever after.
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.
:(
hidup gue bisa gue bilang jauh dari yang gue harapkan ! gak sempurna jg kayak putri yang mau ini itu diturutin dan akhirnya hidup bahagia sama prince charming :)
tapi gimana juga ni hidup gue. gue bahagia jalanin ini.
jalanin sendiri, gak ada yang nemenin dan gue harus bersyukur, gue masih dikasih hidup.
tadi siang anak gue, molly ditabrak ! ditabrak sama orang naik motor, kelempar, berlumuran darah dan langsung meninggal :(
gue kangen sama molly, huwaa. my first doggy. jangan tinggalin aku sama ocean dunk :(
hmm. beberapa hari ini juga. syndrom melankolis gue kambuh. bawaan na pengen nangis terus seharian. tapi gak nangis ampe seharian full jgua kog akhirnya. menetas kan air mata dan gue coba menyakiti diri gue dengan coba senyum. sakit banget. :(
nangis gak nyelesain masalah kok. gak buat semua yang gue harepin bisa kembali lagi. huffh.
dan satu lagii. masalah yang paling berat buat gue. penyakit gue. sinus gue. ni penyakit paling bener2 ganggu gue. tiap malem hachi hachi, meler, suara bindeng. pipi gue sakit kalo kepegang, kelenyengan. huffh. mesti operasi juga kata dokter.
terus kista. OMG ! gue gak tau napa. gue rasa ni bukan kista. ni bener2 sakit. sakit banget. gue eneg terus tiap hari. pengen muntah terus bawaan na :'(
huffh. God, please, heal me.
hmm. please God, bawa pergi sehari sakit ini :( sehari aja. aku capek pura2 sehat, pura2 gak ada apa2, nahan sakit. :(
2 minggu sekali ke dokter cuma buat suntik dan selalu menolak operasi. huffh. yang mau terjadi, terjadi aja.
sekalipun hal itu terburuk. segala sesuatu terjadi karena ada maksudna.
Hai lelaki, jika seorang wanita menangis karenamu, tolong jangan menyia-nyiakannya.Mungkin, karena keputusanmu, kau merusak kehidupannya.. Saat dia menangis didepanmu,, saat dia menangis karenamu.. Lihatlah jauh kedalam matanya.Dapatkah kau lihat dan kau rasakan sakit yang dirasakannya karenamu??.. .PIKIRKAN! !??
.gue gak tau sapa yang nulis ini di status fb na. tapi jujur. ada bener na juga. seorang wanita gak mungkin nangis gara2 seorang pria gara2 hal sepeleh. pasti ia ngerasain sakit yang bener2 sakit. :(
I'm really hurt
How again and again tears flow
Because of you I'm very hurt
So why do I still think of you again?
Once again, I smell you
Once again, I look at your photos
I thought of you today again
Very hurt
I'm hurt
I really didn't expect it to hurt so much
Really hurt
My heart hurts
I really, really didn't know I would hurt this much from missing you
Can't get something that I want anymore
I'm really hurt
Why am I looking for you again?
Since the night you've gone, I miss you very much
I still think of you too
Very hurt
I'm hurt
I really didn't expect it to hurt so much
Really hurt
My heart hurts
I really, really didn't know I would hurt this much from missing you
Don't leave me
Don't hurt me, please stop this
PAIN !
for you, boy.
this is for you, boy. :(sorry. bukanna mau nolak lo ato gimana. tapi I CANT ! gue gak mau orang anggep gue cuma cari pelarian dari mantan dengan jadian ato deket sama lo. so soryy :)
masi banyak yang LEBIH dari gue. dan gue yakin. lo bisa kok dapetin orang kayak gitu. believe me ~
makasi udah selalu dengerin gue nangis, boy.
makasi udah dengerin gue cerita yang sama setiap waktu, boy.
makasi udah jadi tempat sampah gue selama 2 bulan ini , boy.
:)
sorry, kalo gue menjauh. sebelum lo tambah berharap sama sesuatu yang gak pasti, yang gak bisa gue kasi ke lo. :D
gue cuma berharap lo baca ini. jadi lo tau alasan gue kenapa.
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
It might be better to be cold to me
Or ignoring me might be better for me
Brushing off the dust on my collar
Carelessly laughing and leaning on my shoulder
I let it go, telling myself that its just a habit and busy my day
But I think about it again and again as if I took a picture
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
If you have other thoughts than me, if you have different thoughts than me.
If somebody asks you who I am, nonchantly introduce me as just someone you know
The phone call a couple of days ago at night, that call...
it's not that I didn't wat to answer, but I couldnt
Just in case I tell you I miss you when I'm drunk
because in the morning, I'll regret it
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
Although I had the whole world because of love
Although i miss it, I'm unable to find the way
Just in case you have the same thoughts as me,
if you happen to have the same thoughts of me
I wait again and again.
I am a fool infront of love again.
I cling to you again, like a fool.
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
goodbye my love
hello, how are are you?
is your face still cute like before.
pouring out my late regards and my late farewells, i write.
i wonder if you’ll simply ask me why it’s a letter
when messages on mini homepages are more common
firmly, i pick up my pen.. just in case i can’t convey my heart
i feel like i can’t do this any other way
it was really hard. when i loved you,
nothing happened the way i wanted it to
i keep promising myself to stop bothering you
even though i wait until death, you won’t come
goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heart
one time, just one more time, if i am to see you again, how nice would that be. :)
this lingering attachment, these tears, i’ll erase everything
the saying that as the bodies grow farther apart,the heart grows further apart as well
is of no use to me, it’s all lies
everyday, i become more and more worn out.. i’m sorry for causing you trouble
everyday, i ask myself, “can’t we go back”
even if i wring out my distressed heart and cry out, you can’t hear
now,
at the end of our memories, after i’ve realized our separation,
i’ll let you go from my heart. goodbye :')
i thought i would forget you as time goes by
but you keep finding your way into my heart again and again
i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love
i have to forget you, you
no matter how much i try to erase
i guess you’re the only one for me
i’m sorry. :(
Do not regret for what u have done because there is nothing u can do about it.
Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.
Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it?
the day before
A day that takes eternity
Or a Year that seems to fly
It feels as if the past has stopped
The future passed by
If I could turn back yesterday
If I could make you mine
Would have said the things I couldnt say
If I could turn back time
But I know things now that I never though I'd see
I Could have been the one you wanted me to be
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before
I wonder where we could have been
If we had read beetween the lines
I should have done things differently
We should have seen the signs
If time with you were standing still
But years could pass us by
I could have said the things I meant to say
I'd never need to try
But I know things now that I never though I would
I could have been the man you though you understood
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before
Through the pleasure and the pain
If I'd had the chance
You know that I would do it all again
I must love youfor a long time now I wanted to tell you somethingI wanted to say thiseven today I’m wandering around your neighborhoodonly if, even just a little, you could acknowledge this heart of mineSomeday I show you want my mindthat I was always therewhere you used to be all the timejust let me cry for you tonightfor you who does not even knowthat I am beside you but can’t say a thingThe times you looked at meand smiled when that image comes up in my mindI was so happythat small smile was not for mebut it was like he knew my heartSomeday I show you want my mindthat I was always therewhere you used to be all the timejust let me cry for you tonightfor you who does not even knowthat I am beside you but can’t say a thing(Please, if he acknowledges my small smile that would make me so happy)always where you used to be(just let me cry for you tonight can’t say a word)cry for you tonightfor you who does not even know that I am right beside youfor you who does not understand my heart
sad love song
There’s a lot of things I feel sorry for, but there’s a lot of things I couldn’t say For you who has turned away right now, I can only give tears Truthfully, i am so upset, I don’t even know the reason To why I have to separate with you I’m so upset For real, for real, i am crying right now Though you see me smiling I love you, I love you, It was all a mistake Even though you get mad, it’s okay, Even though you scold me, it’s okay So please don’t Leave me, don’t go, you don’t have to love me I will just love you myself Just today, just today, can’t you bear only for today? I think I can’t send you away like this I love you, I love you, It was all a mistake Even though you get mad, it’s okay, even though you scold me, it’s okay So please don’t Leave me, don’t go, you don’t have to love me I will just love you myself Turn it back to the beginning Turn it back to the time that you loved me I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t know That your heart left me, that you don’t like me anymore I lived without noticing Whatever I do, what should I do, if your heart left me Even though it stays besides me, it’s not love without you I’m not even worth to be with you
sad promise
If anyone comes to talk to me
I will ignore them.
If they keep on coming, trying to seduce me
I will stay cold.
Even if they confess their hearts
I will show no emotion.
So that I will no longer be taken so easily,
I will fully protect myself.
But even though I promise this to myself again and again,
I know it will be useless.
If you call me I’m sure, I’m quite sure,
I’ll want to be held by you again.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never love like this again.
As I try to erase and erase you again
I’ll stop if I can’t forget about you.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again
I will never have just this love again.
I’ll fight it, fight it, and when I don’t win
I know I will go look for you again.
If I love again,
I will only receive love.
So that I will not be hurt if cast aside,
I will never give my heart.
But even though I promise this to myself again and again,
I know it will be useless.
If you come I’m sure, I’m quite sure,
I will love again.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never love like this again.
As I try to erase and erase you again
I’ll stop if I can’t forget about you.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it again
I will never have just this love again.
I’ll fight it, fight it, and when I don’t win
I know I will go look for you again.
I hated us so much,
I spent all my nights erasing you,
this depressing love
this tiring love
but I wait for you again.
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never love like this again.
Again and again don’t bite your lips,
why are you searching for me again?
I don’t wanna do it, again,
don’t wanna do it, again,
I will never have just this love again.
Don’t ever, don’t ever do this again
but why is that when I cant’ even
imagine myself, imagine myself
without you.
accident
I told you, that I love you I confessed my love to you Behind you, I said it aloud that I love you I tried to hide it in my heart forever, but loving alone is too painful Dreaming, wanting, watching all alone, it's too hard What should I do ? My heart finally makes an accident I shouldn't love, not me Even though I try so hard to prevent it, I know it'll hurt, but I still make that accident Without me knowing, My heart created love towards you I didn't want to love ever again, the scars that will come later hurts so much Wanting someone, and waiting, that's so hard What should I do ? My heart finally makes an accident. I shouldn't love, not me Even though I try so hard to prevent it, I know it'll hurt, but I still make that accident Without me knowing, my heart created love towards you I keep getting scared, that it'll be too painful That my heart may be shattered, so that I can't use it again What do I do ? My tears cause problems again I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna Even though I try to endure, it's begging me to bring you back, it wants to see you Not knowing that you don't even look at me...
Hate You Even Though Love You
I gave you the gift of my love But you try to give me farewell ? Were you such a person? How could you be so heartless ? Was our love all a lie ? I did not know you would be like this to me How could you not know Why don't you understand woman like this ? Though I really think I understand men, I don't There's no way in the world I can understand Because you are my man Because you are my love I apologize for everything I will forgive you for everything Let's not break up Please stop drinking late and smoking And I won't even annoy you with my nagging Because Even Though I Hate You, I Love You You know that my temper is a bit quick to rise And that I am a girl with a small heart I will try to fix it I know you like my face bare, Rather than with makeup Because I thought my make up was too thick Looking in the mirror I erased it all with my tears Because you are my man Because you are my love I apologize for everything I will forgive you for everything Let's not break up "Let's go watch movies on the weekends" "Call me when it gets late" I won't nag you anymore Because I love you, even though I hate you Honestly, how well off do you Think that you are ? You really, completely don't understand my feelings And give me pain It's okay if you are late It's okay if you are a little late So just promise that you will come back to me Because I love you, even though I hate you Because I love you, even though I hate you Because I love you, even though it hurts Because you are my man You have to hold me Don't you know that It is a woman's heart To deny even when he knows it all ? Because I love you, even though it hurts Because I love you, even though I hate you
xoxoxoxo
it's not an argument.nor a fight.
but this tears just won't stop..
please, just once again, hug me tightly..
you can't go like that..
i know it's really selfish asking you to stay,
and now i feel bad for calling you a selfish..
but you really are one,
you plans are important,
more important than me.
i don't want your future to be ruined or delayed just because of me..
i'm not your future,
i guess i shouldn't worry so much about this thing..
i'm not planning to be a part of your future either,
i'm the selfish one,
not you, i'm sorry..
i realized that i'm wrong here,
i shouldn't ask you to stay anymore..
i'm sorry, i should appreciate you more..
:"))
I miss you
This whole thing is gay, I miss you, but I can’t see you.
I just can’t see you, I have to respect that decision that was made.
This week feels forever, I don’t even know when these all would end.
Somehow I believe, after this week passes, everything would turn better,
&this is going to happen.
I pray everynight so that this week would pass in a blink of eye, I pray everynight so that the moment I open my eyes, it’s you that is standing in front of me with a big teddy bear that says “sorry” on his tummy, I pray everynight so that this all would simply end tonight.
I miss you, love.
in love again
When you smile
my life becomes a ray of light
sing me a lullaby to sleep at midnight
I'll be hypnotized
when looked into your eyes
turn off the room light
let's spend the night
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain for which
I'll repay Someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I'm in love
in love again
When the stars don't shine
And when the birds don't fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red
and when the rose turn blue
Baby I'll still be in love with you
What Hurts The Most
Boy, it’s been a long time
Since the last time I saw you
Feels like nothin’ changed
Since we’ve been together
I must admit that I go crazy for you
And I can see it in your eyes
That there’s somethin’ you want to say to me
‘Cause usually right now
You’ll be holdin’ on to me
But instead you tell me
Things have changed, they’re not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is ‘bout to be through
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
I know things are different now, you’ve gone and
settled down
And I thought for sure you’d always wait me
I’ll tell you what hurts the most is I should have
took the chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I’ll always have your heart
I had the chance to love, oh, how I miss you
I hate that there is someone new
Comin’ in and takin’ my place
Doin’ the things that we used to do
And makin’ love to you
And oh, what am I supposed to do
It’s killin’ me ‘cause I want you
And you should have known my love was true
And there’s no one else in this world but you
But things have changed, they’re not the same
And recently you found someone that you
Decided to dedicate your whole life to
And what we had is ‘bout to be through
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
But things are different now, you’ve gone and settled
down
And I thought for sure you’d always wait me
I’ll tell you what hurts the most is I should have
took a chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I’ll always have your heart
I had the chance to love, oh, how I miss you now
I know that I’m the one to blame for losing you, oh, yeah
I really, really wish that I could be happy for you
There’s just one thing I need you to do
Don’t you touch her like you used to touch me
Don’t you love her like you really need me
Don’t you love her like you used to love me
And baby, what hurts the most is letting go
I just want you to know that I love you so
But things are different now, you’ve gone and settled
down
And I thought for sure you’d always wait me
I’ll tell you what hurts the most is I should have
took a chance
Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand
Silly of me I thought I’ll always have your heart
I had the chance to love, oh, how I miss you
What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so
What hurts the most is letting go
Just to let you know I love you so
Teach Me To Let Go
Teach me to stop caring
When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop crying
When I see you there with her
Show me how to live again
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact
That we're not meant to be
Tell me that I'll be alright
And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side
To hold my hand each day
Let these teardrops wash away
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did
For you've forgotten me so fast
Once Upon A Fairy Tale
Once upon a fairy tale
Was a girl we all know well
A princess only dreaming of
The hope of finding her true love
She searched the land but couldn't find
The true love that she had in mind
She tried to find him everyday
Till her hopes all washed away
She sat upon her empty throne
Thinking that she'd be alone
Everything in life felt wrong
Until one day he came along
Prince Charming was this prince's name
And her lover he became
She finally found her one true love
The one that she'd been dreaming of
Finally everything felt alright
She had a prince to hold each night
Someone to sit by on her throne
No longer was this girl alone
But then on one awful day
He found Snow White and went away
On a horse they waved goodbye
This princess was left to cry
She knew she'd have to live without
The prince she cared so much about
Goodbye to love and all the laughter
Goodbye to happy ever after
poems
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
huffh
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love.
And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes you get it back and live happily ever after.
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.
:(
hidup gue bisa gue bilang jauh dari yang gue harapkan ! gak sempurna jg kayak putri yang mau ini itu diturutin dan akhirnya hidup bahagia sama prince charming :)
tapi gimana juga ni hidup gue. gue bahagia jalanin ini.
jalanin sendiri, gak ada yang nemenin dan gue harus bersyukur, gue masih dikasih hidup.
tadi siang anak gue, molly ditabrak ! ditabrak sama orang naik motor, kelempar, berlumuran darah dan langsung meninggal :(
gue kangen sama molly, huwaa. my first doggy. jangan tinggalin aku sama ocean dunk :(
hmm. beberapa hari ini juga. syndrom melankolis gue kambuh. bawaan na pengen nangis terus seharian. tapi gak nangis ampe seharian full jgua kog akhirnya. menetas kan air mata dan gue coba menyakiti diri gue dengan coba senyum. sakit banget. :(
nangis gak nyelesain masalah kok. gak buat semua yang gue harepin bisa kembali lagi. huffh.
dan satu lagii. masalah yang paling berat buat gue. penyakit gue. sinus gue. ni penyakit paling bener2 ganggu gue. tiap malem hachi hachi, meler, suara bindeng. pipi gue sakit kalo kepegang, kelenyengan. huffh. mesti operasi juga kata dokter.
terus kista. OMG ! gue gak tau napa. gue rasa ni bukan kista. ni bener2 sakit. sakit banget. gue eneg terus tiap hari. pengen muntah terus bawaan na :'(
huffh. God, please, heal me.
hmm. please God, bawa pergi sehari sakit ini :( sehari aja. aku capek pura2 sehat, pura2 gak ada apa2, nahan sakit. :(
2 minggu sekali ke dokter cuma buat suntik dan selalu menolak operasi. huffh. yang mau terjadi, terjadi aja.
sekalipun hal itu terburuk. segala sesuatu terjadi karena ada maksudna.
Hai lelaki, jika seorang wanita menangis karenamu, tolong jangan menyia-nyiakannya.Mungkin, karena keputusanmu, kau merusak kehidupannya.. Saat dia menangis didepanmu,, saat dia menangis karenamu.. Lihatlah jauh kedalam matanya.Dapatkah kau lihat dan kau rasakan sakit yang dirasakannya karenamu??.. .PIKIRKAN! !??
.gue gak tau sapa yang nulis ini di status fb na. tapi jujur. ada bener na juga. seorang wanita gak mungkin nangis gara2 seorang pria gara2 hal sepeleh. pasti ia ngerasain sakit yang bener2 sakit. :(
I'm really hurt
How again and again tears flow
Because of you I'm very hurt
So why do I still think of you again?
Once again, I smell you
Once again, I look at your photos
I thought of you today again
Very hurt
I'm hurt
I really didn't expect it to hurt so much
Really hurt
My heart hurts
I really, really didn't know I would hurt this much from missing you
Can't get something that I want anymore
I'm really hurt
Why am I looking for you again?
Since the night you've gone, I miss you very much
I still think of you too
Very hurt
I'm hurt
I really didn't expect it to hurt so much
Really hurt
My heart hurts
I really, really didn't know I would hurt this much from missing you
Don't leave me
Don't hurt me, please stop this
PAIN !
for you, boy.
this is for you, boy. :(sorry. bukanna mau nolak lo ato gimana. tapi I CANT ! gue gak mau orang anggep gue cuma cari pelarian dari mantan dengan jadian ato deket sama lo. so soryy :)
masi banyak yang LEBIH dari gue. dan gue yakin. lo bisa kok dapetin orang kayak gitu. believe me ~
makasi udah selalu dengerin gue nangis, boy.
makasi udah dengerin gue cerita yang sama setiap waktu, boy.
makasi udah jadi tempat sampah gue selama 2 bulan ini , boy.
:)
sorry, kalo gue menjauh. sebelum lo tambah berharap sama sesuatu yang gak pasti, yang gak bisa gue kasi ke lo. :D
gue cuma berharap lo baca ini. jadi lo tau alasan gue kenapa.
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
It might be better to be cold to me
Or ignoring me might be better for me
Brushing off the dust on my collar
Carelessly laughing and leaning on my shoulder
I let it go, telling myself that its just a habit and busy my day
But I think about it again and again as if I took a picture
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
If you have other thoughts than me, if you have different thoughts than me.
If somebody asks you who I am, nonchantly introduce me as just someone you know
The phone call a couple of days ago at night, that call...
it's not that I didn't wat to answer, but I couldnt
Just in case I tell you I miss you when I'm drunk
because in the morning, I'll regret it
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
Although I had the whole world because of love
Although i miss it, I'm unable to find the way
Just in case you have the same thoughts as me,
if you happen to have the same thoughts of me
I wait again and again.
I am a fool infront of love again.
I cling to you again, like a fool.
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
goodbye my love
hello, how are are you?
is your face still cute like before.
pouring out my late regards and my late farewells, i write.
i wonder if you’ll simply ask me why it’s a letter
when messages on mini homepages are more common
firmly, i pick up my pen.. just in case i can’t convey my heart
i feel like i can’t do this any other way
it was really hard. when i loved you,
nothing happened the way i wanted it to
i keep promising myself to stop bothering you
even though i wait until death, you won’t come
goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.
the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all
i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love
from my heart
one time, just one more time, if i am to see you again, how nice would that be. :)
this lingering attachment, these tears, i’ll erase everything
the saying that as the bodies grow farther apart,the heart grows further apart as well
is of no use to me, it’s all lies
everyday, i become more and more worn out.. i’m sorry for causing you trouble
everyday, i ask myself, “can’t we go back”
even if i wring out my distressed heart and cry out, you can’t hear
now,
at the end of our memories, after i’ve realized our separation,
i’ll let you go from my heart. goodbye :')
i thought i would forget you as time goes by
but you keep finding your way into my heart again and again
i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love
i have to forget you, you
no matter how much i try to erase
i guess you’re the only one for me
i’m sorry. :(
Do not regret for what u have done because there is nothing u can do about it.
Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.
Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it?
the day before
A day that takes eternity
Or a Year that seems to fly
It feels as if the past has stopped
The future passed by
If I could turn back yesterday
If I could make you mine
Would have said the things I couldnt say
If I could turn back time
But I know things now that I never though I'd see
I Could have been the one you wanted me to be
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before
I wonder where we could have been
If we had read beetween the lines
I should have done things differently
We should have seen the signs
If time with you were standing still
But years could pass us by
I could have said the things I meant to say
I'd never need to try
But I know things now that I never though I would
I could have been the man you though you understood
Take me back through the time that's over
Take me back to days gone by
Wish that I could take you back and feel you standing by my side
Make me more than just a memory
Someone that you cant ignore
Take me back to when you loved me yesterday
To the day before
Through the pleasure and the pain
If I'd had the chance
You know that I would do it all again
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